victory

(pyramidal composition, yo)

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It’s sad to think the only girl I’ve ever loved is dead. Oh how I long to see white roses in your eyes..
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Google - Not our lord and savior?
Looks like food isn’t enough to attract experienced developers anymore: http://www.25hoursaday.com/weblog/2008/06/29/TheGOOGMSFTExodusWorkingAtGoogleVsWorkingAtMicrosoft.aspx
More threatening though, if Google actually shapes up into what a large and long-standing company should be, it’ll just be a new kid on the corporate block. Just a bad day for don’t be evil I guess.
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Whee type two diabeetus, here I come.My insulins gonna have a field day with the ten dollars worth of candy I’ve ingested.
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Chinese teacher: “So in China, we’ve got this one child policy right? Basically all the parents want sons cuz you gotta carry on some family names yo. So basically in China what you got is like in a kindergarten class of 36, maybe 26 are guys. So this is a problem cuz like.. Chinese guys can’t get girlfriends.”
I lol’d. I thought shit would be ok in China. I thought wrong >_>

because 69 dollars just aint worth 96 blisters and some scalded ass ugly hands

Because it’s just not good enough until you’ve got awards coming out of your ass because you ran out of places to put them in your house (plagiarism). You’ve gotta nationals everything.
Not good enough.
It’s just not good enough.

Satisfaction is only complacency, it’s just not good enough.

unrelated
I don’t want you to love me, I want you to love with me. For the spots and blemishes of purity against a backdrop of velvet filth, sing. (for the astronauts)

unrelated
I saw a dude in a business suit walking down the street and I thought “Damn, he looks slick.”
WHAT’S WRONG WITH ME?!?!? IM BECOMING CORPORATE. SOMEONE HIT ME WITH SOME INDIE, OR PUNK, OR SOMETHING DAMNIT.

She likes anime and nerdy stuff in exactly the same fashion that I do. She’s seen Honey and Clover, Ouran High School Host Club, briefly watched Yakitake Japan and dropped it, and avoids mecha. She’s pretty intelligent, capable of following most of my convoluted introspective analysis while even providing insight that I didn’t come up with. She’s as obsessed as I am with Yuki Kajiura, wears guitar picks as earrings, and really isn’t that vapid at all. She was actually kind of into me too.

Too bad she’ll never see me the same way again.

Damnit. I just had to go and open my stupid trap. I just had to go and say that I think well of experimental drug use. I just had to go and say that I would definitely partake of lsd and weed in college.
I’m retarded. Because of one stupid off-hand comment.
Ughhh I hate you cigarette smoking hobo!

Maybe it wasn’t worth my time anyways. I could say that close-minded naivety doesn’t bode well with me. It’d be true too.

It’d still just be self-consolation.

Oh well, I never expected anything in the first place. More self-consolation?

used right, ambiguity makes for awesome

So I went on /a/ and tried to find some new awesome anime to watch.
Five minutes in I realize everyone here’s just a pedophile in denial.
It’s all just moe and general retardation.
But I used to like this stuff.
What happened? What happens now?

Identity?

Today I tried the calender appointment feature on my cell phone on a whim. I really only needed to jot down the date of my orthadontist appointment, which I always miss, but for some reason I just kept going and going and going. I ended up mapping out my existence down to the second, from classes to scheduled studying to scheduled practicing to even scheduled sleeping.. 24 hours left me with nothing else. I’m scared, I’m scared I’ll fall to the routine. That I’ll lose my spontaneity (ironic, considering that’s what led me to use the calender). My spontaneity’s been central to my core identity for as long as I can remember; I prided myself on my ability to adapt and make decisisions on the spot. So why now am I so resistant to changing who I am? Who am I anyways?

I think I’m becoming corporate. Someone help me, help me before I sell my-

at your touch

and the summer spell
cold and hot
goosebump

whoops..
you’re dead.

SAT WRITING MAKES ME RAGE SO HARD.
THE WHOLE THING FORCES YOU TO LOOK AT SHITTY FOBBY HORRIBLE WRITING THAT YOU WOULD NEVER FIND IN REAL LIFE BECAUSE PEOPLE. JUST. AREN’T. THAT. STUPID. *stop*

“(1)In these days of pollution, you must clean one’s car with something other than rain. (2)There are many car washing techniques available and they have their pluses and minuses.”
DAYS OF POLLUTION?!? PLUSES AND MINUSES?!? YOU MUST CLEAN ONE’S?!?!
SO. MUCH. RAGE.

Why am I forced to read this crap? I can feel my very soul breaking apart, falling apart in chipped pieces of asbestos plaster. This is worse than trying to revise my mother’s broken e-mails. It’s like trying to untangle a huge mess of wires only to find out that THE ENDS WERE CONNECTED IN THE FIRST PLACE SO NO UNTANGLING CAN BE DONE ANYWAYS.  This part isn’t even used in their questions! They just put random broken english in their paragraphs to stop you in your tracks.

“Which of the following is the best revision of the underlined portion of sentence 8 (reproduced below)?
But the strips can rub the stains out more successfully with friction and water and soap instead of just water and soap.
a) with friction, water, and soap instead of just water and soap
b) with friction and soap instead of just water
c) with soap added to friction instead of just water
d) with friction added to the standard soap and water mixture
e) with soap and water instead of just friction”

This is just pure rage-inducing crap. NONE OF THE ANSWER CHOICES SOUND GOOD. The answer given is choice D, but that makes little to no sense. “with friction added to the standard soap and water mixture” sounds like you’re using a mixture of soap, water, and friction which is just bad writing. It’s impossible to make a mixture of soap, water, and friction. You could make a mixture of soap and water and use friction to implement this mixture, but the way it’s written implies an equatable comparison between friction and water WHICH ARE TWO COMPLETELY DIFFERENT THINGS.

SO. MUCH. RAGE. SO MUCH.

I envy those of you who are completely done with the sat.

Kuhn said, using a quote from Max Planck: “a new scientific truth does not triumph by convincing its opponents and making them see the light, but rather because its opponents eventually die, and a new generation grows up that is familiar with it.”

So if I’m understanding this right.. Let’s say we have proponents of an old system of thinking, A. Now comes along a group that champion a new system of thinking, B. B wins by making the new generation accept B’s point of view through familiarity. A would’ve won if it instead made the new generation more familiar with its system of thinking.

WHAT THE SHIT THIS ISN’T HOW IT’S SUPPOSED TO GO AT ALL

and things’ll be.. alright?