art history is already making me write crazy shit

the beautiful is ugly because we can never compare in beauty, the ugly is beautiful because few can appreciate its aesthetics. the pleasurable is painful because it reminds us of our own mortality, the painful is pleasurable because it reminds us that we’re alive. the humorous is absurd because even laughing is futile. the absurd is humorous because there’s nothing to do but to laugh.

yeahhhhhh so grimdark and nonsensical